well.. 2010 had started for me like for about 4 months le.

Started schooling.
Taken up Nursing course in Simei ITE..
well.. after all being a nurse is my childhood dream :)

Studying is never a easy things for me..
maybe can say.. books are never a friend to be..but instead a stranger to me.
1st 3 months in campus...
getting to learn diiferent things and theroy about being nurse.
facing tests, exam and phrase test.
I am glad i make it through for this 3 months..
even though i dun even rmb how many give up i have say over this 3 months.
but thanks to those friends and girls that once accompanied me to walk through this month.

4 months..
so many things happened..
there are period down,
there are times happy.
and of course there are period that i get crazy and drunk.
get to know different people too.

and..
starbuck became a past in my life.
quited for some reasons..
maybe that manager was right.. since i am already so unhappy about there..
why still stay?

crazy march.
i must say.. march is a terrible month for me..
too many things happened to me and..
i can say.. it is indeed my darkest period of time.
i am glad things finally somehow found solution for it.
and i walked out of it. (:

having attachment currently @ NUH.
having different emotions everytime i saw my patients.
i get to learn different things from them..
i finally understand that..
life is reall fragile.. you dun treasure it..
who know tmr you will be gone.

patients willpower, determination to get well is something i want to learn and what i am lacking of now.
Once a female patient who just recover from a major operation tell me.. " i can recover so well is because i have my daughter with me. and i will not let her cry seeing me like this. for your loved one, anything is possible."

and indeed.. i getting to understand more and more from this sentence every single day.
mending the cracks that i created between me and my parents.
it maybe a little hard. but i will never give up.

life is all about learning..
you never know what you will learn tmr .. (: