it just. Me

sophiaaaa...
thankss for the encouragment..

really thanks toMY SOPHIA AIAI&&MY LOVELY GIRLS..
u given me lots of encouragment ..
Thankssssss for understanding me..
Love u all..
with YOUgirls around..
I really can turn my back off the entire world..

Sophiaa && girls :
You'r made me laugh when I cried..
You'r always there giving me the reasons to hold on and fight on
Every time i need to talk or I'm sad and feeling blue..
You all will always be there and always give me your point of view.
You always put me first if i need you to be there,
I appreciate you doing this it shows how much you all really care for me....
The unconditional friendship of u all really showed me the person i am inside, and just to be myself is something i never have to hide.

You all may not be with me so much
But I know you all will leave open a beckoning door for me..
I love u all ...
I reallyy do :)

他和她是最普通陌生人

见面仅仅看看对方而已。

但遇到以后，

她就会心跳，就会脸红。

怎么了？

她在心里问自己，

我……喜欢他吗？

她摇摇头，

不承认自己的感情。

她小心地封闭着自己的感情，

小心地注视着自己的心里的王子。

而他，丝毫也没有注意到。

是的，高高的他，

不会注意平凡的她 .

I don’t know what the hell suddenly into me …

Suddenly I feel like going up to him and tell him everything

虽然她知道机会不大

但她并不会因为这样把一丝的希望给放弃

即使只是一丝的希望她也不会放弃

她真的很喜欢他

他问了她一个问题，

“为什么你会喜欢我？”

当时的她笑了笑，摇了摇头说

“我不知道”

I just can’t find a reason to explain all this…

Maybe someday I will know why …

那天她也问了他一个问题，

“我们可以做朋友吗”

I don’t know why but I just feel that

Is it really possible for us to be friends?

Would we be very awkward just by looking at each other?

Perhaps I will be more awkward…

Who know? I feel myself so stupid….

Maybe mum was right…

Stop thinking of the Impossible and just move on with life …

After all... Everything is just a naive dream of mine

可是我不想在矛盾裡一直重來

I will be strong … All I want is just time…

Time for me to heal hur?

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昨天她好像看到了他
好想伸手出去拉着他
可是，他却拉着另一个她。。

她醒来了
看了看墙
这是梦吧？

她揉了揉眼睛
走到了电脑前
双手不由自主在键盘上打着。。

I'm not supposed to like you,

I'm not supposed to care,

I'm not supposed to continue my life wishing that you will be there,

I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what to do,

But I'm sorry I just can't help myself

Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant a lot to you,

but you meant nothing to him.

I try to convince everyone else that I don't like you anymore.

Now all I need to do is convince myself that I am not going to like you anymore...

But can I really convince myself that I don't like you anymore?

Just because i smile on the outside doesn't mean that i am on the inside...
Should I Smile because you say u wanna be my Friend
Or Cry because thats what we can be?
I know in reality we can't be together,
But i just want to let you know..
all i ever wanted is to fight for a chance...
You say u dunwan to get into anymore relationship..
i know i am not the one that can make u believe in BGR again...
But..i am really trying..
You try to convince me to let go of you..
But..have you ever think of my feeling?
If let go is as easy as what u sae...
Maybe i already hab done that..