1st...

Rest in peace to my 姑丈~

recieved new from mum that 姑丈 passed away..
Reason not very confirm.. but mummy say it because 姑丈's son want to get a large amount of money from him.. den 姑丈 dunwan give him..
and make him very angry...and make 姑丈 faint..

well faint is not the main reason.. partly is because 姑丈 have illness too...
so poor thing.. 姑丈's son ought to be damm ashame of himself..
what a son he is..

afterall..
life are so funny..
one moment still laughing and chatting..
next moment will bid goodbye to all this..
hai:x

did not turn up for work yesterday and today..
wonder what they will say :x

to be honest..
i miss cathay..VERY MUCH :x

i HATE the job that i am holding on now..
and i strongly believe xq hate it as much as i do.
i really hate it when people are fighting for power and fame..
i am sorry but i really cant take it..

i hate sissy/gay whatever :x ( no offence)
i hate the way they gossip with girls around them...
it make people feel irritated...
i hate the way they order people to do things
it make me feel like punching them
i hate the way they talk..
it make me puke :x
please.. be a man when you suppose to be a man..
and please stop acting so sissy..
completely destroy what a girl is suppose to be like.

i hate when people turn a big round of circle to say i am useless...
i hate when you just been in a new enviroment..while everything is new to you..when u need time to adapt.. but people dont give you that chance.
i hate it when people keep on emphasising that they are the so call IC's today..
repeat 1 time`2time`3times..on and on..
FUCK! it fucking annoying.!

Oh FUCK! i really hate this FUCKING job!

damm pissed off and yet speechless :x
cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!
cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!
cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!
cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!
cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!
cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!

Arrggg..off to sleep :x

Freaking tired!
speechless :x

Off to sleep!

P/s: hey Rach!! sorry did not pick up ur phone! too tired le so went to slp early!
hehe:D thanks anw!


♥...time been healing me~
and i say goodbye
Cos i can't breathe again..
dream again..
i will be on the road again
like it used to be the other day
i will find another you ♥...

the white starlight envelops the tears
the tears fall in the warm wind
do you feel it?
this trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way

i draw you on this white paper
the warm smile holds me
is this love?
even when i close my eyes, i see only you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

i'm walking in my memories with you
the tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
what should i do?
even in my dreams, i miss you

please look at me, like the faraway stars
can't you be the one that's in my heart

back((:

first things first!!
I FINALLY FOUND A JOB!
at bugis.. abit far but it ok la.. ((:
Jiayouu! =o

Actually today planning going clubbing with rach de..
but because mum say NO..
so sadly.. hab to coop at home..

sometime i was thinking..
why can't i just have abit more freedom?
It like whenever i reach home late.. she will just grumble and nag..
Fuck sia.. i am 19 this year le!):

Hais.. what kind of 19 years old life is this..

hoho:))
just hang up the phone after 20 min plus of chatting with rach..
doing some OMG quiz in facebook..
omgg.. the quiz is so -.-

haha..
All right.. job-hunting start tmr!!
jiayou jiayou la!!

i starting to get used to my life without them..
and i believe they too..