hmmm..how stupid of me.. YOU will never come to read my blog..
i whether why i still write all this..
Forget it.. treat it as a way to vent my feeling..
maybe i will never get the chance to see YOU anymore ......

actually all along i really hope to get the chance to apologise to you face to face..
but i dun hab the courage to do so.. i admit facing u make me feel like a coward ..

i just want to tell you that i am really sorry..sorry for annoying you over this few months. sometime i feel like a pain in ur neck , because i know i can't gib u a break at all ): i am really really sorry ...

Over this few months.. i swear i really teasure everytime when we chatted or just purely talking to each other.. i teasure it is not because of anythingg, it's because at the end of the day, when I realize this would probably never ever happen again..do you know how that feel?

i dun noe why things hab to turn out eventually in this way.. i know u grow to hate me for being like this.. and u know what.. i grow to hate this kind of me days by days too...

i am really really sorry.. I kinda suck in getting over / letting go of things... sorry..

以前只要可以和你说说话， 我真的会很开心也会很满足
可是后来，我发现我越来越自私，越来越贪心了。
我想要了解你，想要知道你的一切。
可是，却因为这样我变成了一个连我自己都觉得恐怖的人。
对不起。好像因为这样你也觉得我很可怕吧。

我想了解你，就像是一个很普通的朋友想了解你
可是你却让我觉得你对我有防备心。。
是我多心了吗？

以前幸福对我来说，
我以为只要我努力，我一定可以拥有它
现在我才发现当时的我有多天真。。

现在我什么都不想去想了
我只想慢慢的找回以前的我。。

对于你。。
我想重新认识你。。
重新以一个普通的朋友认识你，可以吗？

Every stories end with a fullstop..
eventually i also put a fullstop to this story..

who noe.. maybe the brand new chapter is going to being soon ....(: