HEYHEY!! OUT OF BOUND!

很久很久了。。。

2011-08-12T19:29:00.002+08:00

我回来了，

不知道为了什么，突然有心情来写写 (:

时间真的过的很快，

转眼。我都快毕业了。

想想，这一年半来，还真是过的不容易啊。

我觉得我真的幸运，

在这一路走来

我的身边的朋友们，

不曾放弃过我，

而是陪着我，看着我，鼓励着我。

我常常在想，

如果这一路来，我是一个人的话

我还会坚持当初的那个梦想吗？

也许会吧？也许。。不会吧？

不过，想啊想啊，

两年就这样过了。

最后一次了。

不想在去想太多

不想到底最后我会到哪里

我真的只想好好的，认真的

为我自己好好努力。

加油吧！

我可以的！(:

我的朋友们啊！

你们也加油吧！

finally updated. LOL

2010-10-04T11:32:00.002+08:00

okay. i came to clear some spider webs here

:p:p

1.2 in campus ended like sooooo fast :)

just getting used to life in campus and shooo attachment starting next week.

Looking forward for this 1.2 attachment.

Thank god i got back my Nuh friendss back..

:D :D

Now i only can pray that i got the same shift as the bestiesss :))

*cross fingers pray hard*

:D:D

Okayy..

Yesterday finally meet up with girls for ling belated birthday celebration.

Kinda of like finally we going out to somewhr further to shop instead of always around woodland =.=

watch-ed "devil" the movie.

expected effect.. but storyline still not bad lah

:p:p

ate billy bomber before movie.

Yummpyyy!!

all right. doned~

spider webs cleared

:D :D

going to MBS to work nowwww~

*pray hard.. today give me easy jobbbbb =.=*

hahhaha!!

..... ciao~ ^^

xoxo

random post :D

2010-06-21T23:29:00.002+08:00

NaNaNa..

my attachment for 1.1 officially finished :D

but i miss my NUH peers so muchh :x

Dont really have the mood to go back school..

afterall attachment is much more fun than in school T~T

oh well well..

holidays started..

My dearest grandmother came to my hse for a short stay :)

ohh.. i miss her so much..

so heart pain to see her age so much..

it been almost 2 years since i last saw her.. T~T

I love you POPO!

round up the post..

all well end well :D

:(

2010-05-29T13:15:00.003+08:00

that day while helping a patient to transfer over from the commo chair to a chair,

i fell her down.

but for that moment of time..

my mind is in a blank.

over this fews week..

i realize i am really drain down.

dream and reality is so different.

when i was so grumbling about how tired that attachment can be..

that moment when the patient fall..

i was so scared that it could be the end of my path to be a nurse.

irony isnt?

现在的我好像真的不知道自己在什么了

好累。好烦。

CP POSTING :)

2010-05-18T21:57:00.003+08:00

oh well well..

1 months flied and i bid goodbye to my 1st half posting at NUH, ward 41.

learned things there, knew friends there..

leave memories (:

both good and bad...

i will start my next half of my posting at ward 56.

although things going to be quite slack and not that busy as ward 41..

but i believe learning can take place anywhere :D

Chiongggg~

kinda of disappointed. ):

2010-05-09T18:10:00.002+08:00

i don't understand why other wants to kill everyone that belong to the same boat as you. If we drown.. you will be dragged into it too.. isn't it?

Why cant everyone in this world live for themselves?

why must we live for other?

why must we always be cautious about people around us?

So tiring to live on life like this..

after so long.. :x

2010-04-24T23:14:00.002+08:00

well.. 2010 had started for me like for about 4 months le.

Started schooling.
Taken up Nursing course in Simei ITE..
well.. after all being a nurse is my childhood dream :)

Studying is never a easy things for me..
maybe can say.. books are never a friend to be..but instead a stranger to me.
1st 3 months in campus...
getting to learn diiferent things and theroy about being nurse.
facing tests, exam and phrase test.
I am glad i make it through for this 3 months..
even though i dun even rmb how many give up i have say over this 3 months.
but thanks to those friends and girls that once accompanied me to walk through this month.

4 months..
so many things happened..
there are period down,
there are times happy.
and of course there are period that i get crazy and drunk.
get to know different people too.

and..
starbuck became a past in my life.
quited for some reasons..
maybe that manager was right.. since i am already so unhappy about there..
why still stay?

crazy march.
i must say.. march is a terrible month for me..
too many things happened to me and..
i can say.. it is indeed my darkest period of time.
i am glad things finally somehow found solution for it.
and i walked out of it. (:

having attachment currently @ NUH.
having different emotions everytime i saw my patients.
i get to learn different things from them..
i finally understand that..
life is reall fragile.. you dun treasure it..
who know tmr you will be gone.

patients willpower, determination to get well is something i want to learn and what i am lacking of now.
Once a female patient who just recover from a major operation tell me.. " i can recover so well is because i have my daughter with me. and i will not let her cry seeing me like this. for your loved one, anything is possible."

and indeed.. i getting to understand more and more from this sentence every single day.
mending the cracks that i created between me and my parents.
it maybe a little hard. but i will never give up.

life is all about learning..
you never know what you will learn tmr .. (:

SD is loved

2009-12-25T10:57:00.004+08:00

23th dec.

haha:D

you know i know.

duhh

i got a brand new laptop and imac desktop :)))

2009-12-09T18:33:00.001+08:00

weee (:

new lappy and desktopppppp :DD

2009-11-23T04:28:00.001+08:00

Back.

i miss studying sometime..
at least no so called work conflict thing.

this world is so unreal,
you never know who to trust.
sometime..
the one that you trust
turn out to be the one that hurt you the most.

what a world.

-missing girls-

it just me (L)

2009-11-19T04:30:00.006+08:00

i just hoping to clear my emotion well before the starting of a brand new day.

i admit that everyone have their breaking time,
same as me.
This few weeks or so..
Down is the only word that can use to describe my feeling.
to many people out there,
regardless anyone,

i am not a perfect girl,
i am just a normal girl that you see everyday walking at the street.
in many people eye's,
i knew alot of you will be like always saying why yeewen this why yeewen that.

To a girl that lack of care and concern since young,
self-protection is her only weapon to survive in this world.
somehow, like we agree, the one that appear to be the strongest is always the one that is weak and needed protection the most.

I am not someone that is vuglar before,
believe it or not,
but knowing that being welcoming or polite to people does not do the tricks anymore.
Yes, i admit , saying vuglar is my self-protection.
in the meaning that i wun allow anyone to use any scaratics comment to hurt me.
i am not like before,
i won't allow it to happen to me anymore.
You people can laugh your stupid ass out if you feel that what i say is crap,
but let me tell you,
i can't be weak,
i need to be strong.
this is my style,
i like it and i am happy with it.

somehow,
afer 1 whole day of thinking,
i sort out some thinking,
yes, i feel that my style of talking to people i am comfortable in,
but that are people that cannot take in.
and why must i insist of over protecting myself?
maybe i should learn to void away out the vuglar thingy
and be like before.
i want to feel welcome instead of being isolated at a side.
no matter to benefit me or starbucks peers.

so people.
for once, open your eyes and see my changes,
i will prove to u people that i can do it,
and after that,
make sure that your fingers is clean before you started pointing at me.

(L)girls~
ling ar.. thanks for letting me understand that no one is perfect in this world.
your care and your concern indeed make me feel that i am not a misfit in this world.
it's just another thousand of appercation of me toward god for letting have you 2 by my side:)

flo ar.. your nagging make me feel exist!! without you, my life is surely empty like a shell.
haha..

i believe it just US. now and ongoing forever!

anyway..
thank to gin too..
for all the advices and concern:)
thanks alots!

all right!!!!
drive away depress and welcome happiness!!!

yet to be made.

2009-11-18T03:27:00.001+08:00

Hello people!:D

just came back from work..
tiring !

hais..
i am just so tired .

2009-11-10T17:06:00.002+08:00

Miss you miss you..

如果。

这个世界上没有你，

现在的我就不会这样想你了吧。

tell me bout it :(

2009-11-09T02:10:00.003+08:00

omg.. i just make myself feel like a fucking fool.

Let me just say.

something i got this kind of complicated feeling.

it like you feel that someone is not doing the things that you like

but you cannot voice it out.

someone. regardless of who

tend to fucked up my mood everytime.

it like i dunnoe what to do or say

when i feel that i am really unhappy bout it.

i don't understand D:

2009-11-05T02:44:00.005+08:00

what if one day humans run out of nice words to entertain ppl?
many of them will tend to freck out issn't it?

why do people tend to find solutions from other in order to console themselves they were not in wrong?

why do people like to complain high and low when somethings happen and yet they don't use the time to find solutions to the problem?

why do people expect to have a respone when they are complaining?

why do people like to say their life is worst and always yearning to say i wished i was died when a problem have occurs?

why do people like to complain about us behind our back to their others friend/family/siblings when the problems is obivously their fault and they just like to complain?

why do people also have to give and take, forgive and forget?

hais.. why?
ti odio. ma ho ancora bisogno di essere amico con te! fuck!

i'm pissed!

2009-11-01T15:23:00.000+08:00

2009-10-28T11:34:00.001+08:00

I miss myGIRLS! ):

i need a answer.

2009-10-22T20:09:00.006+08:00

i'm so tired.

that qns have been surrounding my mind

like over and over..

i dun noe what to do..

please.. anyone can give me answer?

i'm bored!

2009-10-21T15:11:00.001+08:00

i want to be part of youuu..

working laterD:

siannnnnn

LOL!

random post

simple me:D random post!

2009-10-20T11:48:00.003+08:00

drown deeper and deeper..

i am so bored!

LOL.. nothing much to post..

haaaa..

ohya.. thank florence for helping get soy milk from NP yst:D

thankyou larh!

got u soo good! :D haaa..

AHLING! got you also very good!

:DDDDD

contented life for now?

haaaa

Newblogskin! fucked up lifeD:

2009-10-19T09:35:00.002+08:00

i find it pointless to stay in one place
when u already starting to lose interest in it.

sometimes when things get a little bit better..
you wish for getting it more better..
but when it sunk..
you just hope everything end right now.

funny hur?
frankly speaking,
the job i am holding now,
i must say i like it,
but i hate it too..

i dun like YAYA people..
but i feel like every people consist a little of that..
some MORE..
ohmy.. how am i going to deal with it?

i wished i have some kind of magicial thingy
to help me find out who is being real and who is being fake with me.
if only i have..

random :x

2009-10-15T19:58:00.003+08:00

iloveMEITU<3

i miss ahling!

haaaa..she went genting to enjoy le

poor flo and me!

HAHAAA:D

today went for store meeting.

fun and interesting:D

x'mas coming~

2more months!!

can't wait for some of the events in SB to occurs!

haaaaa:D

fucked up choices?

2009-10-14T00:03:00.003+08:00

oh fuck.

hey anyone out there?
anyone to help meeee?

i feel kinda of lost?
i dunnoe what should i do..
sometimes i just feel like thrashing out my feelings with that person
but i know it do us both no good..
or rather..maybe the third innocent party will be drag in to..

i dunnoe everything to end because of my rashness..
but i really sometimes dunnoe how to face it.
HOW?

fuck it!

back from chalet :DDDD

2009-10-09T14:35:00.007+08:00

we'r back :D

helloo people..
i am back from the 3days2nights chalet stays with girls!
enjoy myself so much so as girls!

DAY1:
meet up with flo at 2 plus?
i am late as usual..
and flo nagging as usual too :S
took 969 to tamp..
well ling travel on her own..
cos you know.. this meant to be a surpise for her :D
the bus we took so crawling like a snail in Express way..
for once... we thought the bus that ling took is going to overtake us :/
haaa:D

cut down all the travelling and walking..
we reach our resort at 3plus..
check in..took our keys and off we set to our room F-06!
the room is nice but not best, good but not worst :D

that the kitchen! hmm.. that stupid fridge is spoilt!

our messy room! :D

LOL..
anyway.. we unpacked our bags 1st
and flo went to setup the lappy cos we had something for ling:D
shortly after that.. our main lead APPEAR.
haaa..
show her the video&present..
her reaction is our great repaid:D
haaaa..
chat alittle.. and we went to dress up and off we went to e-hub!
dine in at pastamania..
well.. that because 3 women cannot decide on where to eat
so God led us to pastamania..(how? haaa.. dun tell you!:D)
yummyyy dinnerr!

after dinner..it's k-boxing time!
sing-sang sung :D
fun and enjoyable time
Picture all upload at FB!

flo really very suay lo.
both her shoes snapped off..
and left her bare-footed..
LOL.. lucky still got ling's shoes :D
haaaaaa..light off at 3am?
BUT that not the end of day1..
somethings happen at 5am plus..
guess what?
That stupid electricity trip off..and light, aircon all gone..
LOL..den have to wake up to inform the officer.
after that laid died in bed again..

DAY2:
both of them wake up so early in the morninglike 8plus?
LOL.. got another power trip in the morning
so they both go check it out...
and it all because of the stupid fridge..
washed up,and we went off the DTE to buy breakfast.
yummy..
we brought a very hearty breakfast:D
with SOYA MILK! yummyyyyy
and then..it started raining!
omyy.. so we went up to our room to enjoy the aircon..
and play the game ''TRUTH''
lol.. as mention, it to ans all the qns truthfully:D
and sooo slacked until 12 plus?
rain stop and we set off to WWW!
LOL..maybe it because age is catching us..
flo and i seem to be so fear of height?!
LOL.. i used to play the u-slide so many time before..
but now.. uhhh:x no thanks!haaa:)
so instead of say swimming..
rather say we soaked in the water for 4hours plus?
and yupp.. went home to bath!
i am so tired .. so after my hair dye up abit..
i went up to sleep..
ling and flo power lo..still can cam-whore at downstair..
LOL.. i faint at the comfortable bed until 5plus?
hmm.. went to DTE again to buy dinner..Best and cheap dinner ever had!LOL..

Best and cheap dinner ever had!
LOL.. we got curry fish head.. it like so big.. so full ..so CHEAP!
and togther we got egg..meat..vegetables..rice!
total only !!!!! $22.50as say..
it's really cheap!
hahahoohoo..
after dinner..slacked again..dress up at 10plus ready to go to the lounge.
LOL..
maybe that lounge is too old le ba..
we went out shortly after half our leg stepped inside.
haaa..

and so we went to e-hub to check whther there is any movie to catch..
and there is!
hahaaa..
and we brought tixs for "Sorority Row"
gross and more gross movie~
haaa..
dun really like it :s
reached back resort at 1 plus going 2..
the 3 of them is worn out..
and we quickly change and light off
went to bed..but suddenly ling and flo recalled the movie part..
LOL.. so we on music to break the night slience..
and soon later we all fell into a deep deep sleep :D

DAY3:
woke up around 7 plus..
cos the aircon is so frecking cold..
ling already wake up by the time i went downstair..
so we left flo to sleep longer..
and we went down to wash and brush up..
packed our thingy..
and had bread as breakfast:D
after flo woke up, wahed and brush up, all packed
we left the so called "HOME'' of our's for the past 3 days..
took 168home..
so fast and steady..
we reached woodland at 10am.
took cabbed home from cwp
cos i dunwan to squeeze bus with aunties with bag of fishes`meat`veggies..
home sweet home finally..
i miss my creamy so much:D

That for all..
we really do enjoy the stay..
hope to have another one in the future time! :D

more pictures at FB!
that all !
tata:D

*ps: Creamy is so cute daoooo:D

Sick ):

2009-10-05T23:21:00.003+08:00

ewww.. i am so not feeling well :x

the weather is killing me :s

seriously..

i can't stand Oct weather..

so mood-swing..

1hr cold 1hr hot..

T.T

i fell sick :x

headache is invanding me

fever is approching me..

i must say..

i am very close to visit the doc!

argg..

hope the illness will be gone by 7th!

bless me god!

2009-10-01T22:48:00.001+08:00

you know what..
it gets really digusted when you know something
and you can't stop it.

i really don't know what to do.
hais T.T

2009-09-30T15:24:00.003+08:00

亲爱的creamy宝贝 <3

i got a very bad feeling about something..

i have no idea what is it..

but hopefully something bad is not going to happen :(

omy.. i pray hard nothing will go wrong for the celebration..

*pray hardddddd*

i am getting cuts eveywhere my hand.

like how? i also dunnoe. hahaa:S

working tmr! :D

2009-09-29T14:44:00.003+08:00

The lonely path awaiting for me..

hellooo.. i am back:D

yesterday was ling 19th birthday..

haaa... lazy to update..

can check out their blog:D

alright.. back to the point.

there are always somethings that tend to freck me out,

regardless of anything.

i wun say it does not mean i can stand it..

i mean ..who in the hell can stand the way that person was trying to rephrase the sentence.

well.. i must say.. is this what u really think of it.

i wun want to create a sence.

i mean, the only one that can stand are those who dare not face the reality.

but i am sorry.. i hab a little bit of dinity..

i know what you trying to say..

so nice try for frecking me out.

you know what..

you can just keep and hug whatever stupid thing u think i want it.

be sure.. foolisholdstupidrubbisholdperson.!

2009-09-26T11:30:00.001+08:00

i must say.
i really do enjoy my jobb:D

i am so boredddddddddd :x
so boring lah!

random post! BBYEEE!

love me..for who i am` not how i look like :D

2009-09-15T00:30:00.002+08:00

1months29days to forget you...

hellos!

haha:DDD

today rest at home the whole day..yawnnn

trying to get some sleep

but the stupid weather is so HOT la~

hahaaaaa..

i am so happy lo..

ahflo and i finally got a plan(S) ready for ahling de birthday le:)

hope everythings move smoothly like what we plan..

hehehe hohoho hahaaaaa

eyerrr..

rach and desmond going holiday lo..

haha.. jio me to genting but i cant go!!

cos ling de birthday surprisesssss

but they 1 years le la!

so happy for them!!!!!

must stay long long hor!!!

xiaoqiiiiiiii:D

so long never see you liao lah..

ni kai xin mah? hahaaaa

sorry nv meet up..

working like a cow now.. moooomooo~

must stay in touch hor!! :)

meet up soonnnnnn

that it:D

good night humanssss

2009-09-14T02:48:00.002+08:00

babyyyyyyy:D

i am back from work.

so sleepy but dun feel like sleeping..

and usually this timing is for ppl to think alots one..

haha:D

just finish chatting with rach..

and set me wondering..

what is she is right?

why must keeping waiting for someone that will never turn his back around?

why can't i just face the fact that its impossible between us??

am i being too self-minded?

am i being too .....

i dunnoe):

god..

just give me another 2 months..

i swear..

i will use all my willpower within 2months to get over it.

i say it, i mean it, i do it.

LASTLY :D

GIRLSSSSS.. I MISS YOU ALL SOOOO MUCH!

haha.. put big big so you all can see!!! :D

loves you all so much!!

see you all around soon!!!!

LOVESSSS!

2009-09-11T17:55:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAAAA:DDD
i sot sot liao!

2009-09-11T09:16:00.002+08:00

i am sorry if i sound harsh..

2009-09-09T18:58:00.001+08:00

i write your name in a paper
and shouted imissyou loudly
in my mind..
can you hear it?

2009-09-07T22:59:00.000+08:00

hoho:D
i finally decide to watch why why love..
its really nice:DDDD
wang chun yi and mike is so handsome la!

so boring la..
oh yea..:x
i want to buy a curly hair thingy..
but currently no $..
so need to wait!

LASTLY..
picture of the day!!!!!!
hahahhaaa:DDD
hahaaaa..dun look at it if you are eating something now~
LOL.. vomit not my problem hor!
hahahaaa:D

2009-09-06T14:00:00.001+08:00

yawnnnn..
today never work..
so boringgggg x(

2009-09-05T21:44:00.003+08:00

aiyo.. blogger can't upload pic again!
so today cannot upload baby pic le la!):

ok.. working at 7am today..
wake up at 6.50am..
hurry hurry and rush down..
took a cab and reach there at 7.15am
lucky!

set up the bar by myself.
i was rather slow...
but a least i finish the set up by myself..

I was asked to open a pos by myself today.
so stress lo..
keep on calling the drinks by wrong orders..
make me so stress sia..
keep on reading wrong word..
like raspberry.. keep on saying beri or berri..
Fuck.. i can read it well when there is no customers lo..
but when it come to serve.. i so tied up lo!

Jo asked me to sell 25 pastry
lucky.. i pass..
i sold 28 of it..
and she rewarded me with a SB voucher..
for a free drink..
so i give it to korkor..
hhaa(:

after do coffee tasting..
clock out jiu go home le..
sleep all the way until now..
YAWNNN.. i am still so sleepy lo ...hehe

{L} him

i was so happy he asked..
i was so sad he forgot..
i was so looking forward when i knew it
but i know
i was sooo..just dreaming again..

2009-09-03T23:29:00.003+08:00

goodnight humans!

Frankly speaking,

i am so freck out and piss off now!

i know its ur dad whatsoever..

i don't care how you two feel

so i am just going to say ME

yes! to me , i am really pissed off..

wtf.

2009-09-02T21:28:00.002+08:00

hellos human! i am creamyyyyy:DDD

working today:)

from 12 to 6pm..

enjoyy my days today! :D

working 7am tmr

to learn how to do opening setup :P

ciao~

loves babyyyyyyyyy:)

ai ni ai ni ai ni wo ai ni!!

2009-09-02T09:55:00.000+08:00

fuck it!
trying to test my patience sia!
i am freck out!
SO FRECK OUT NOW!

2009-09-02T01:43:00.003+08:00

NOOOO!! dun you dare to snatch my fooodd!

when it comes to food..baby can go so gaga:D

fine! a post before i end my day and go slp:D

well..last day of starbuck course..

not really fun><>

if i know.. i would have plan the same with xueling they all T.T

but nvm lah. :D

learn how to make latte,mocha and myfav caramel machiato today!

hehe.. easily nervous de me never freak out today!!

i pass 3 of the drinks! haha

well done YEEWEN! :DDDDD

tmr onward will be all in store training le!!

omy..there a test coming soon..

nid to do 10 different drinks within given time

and also paper test!

PRAY HARD!

I MUST PASS!!

hehe:D

that all for today!

goodnight :)

eyeerr..flo still dragging :(

dunnoe can go mah!?

looking forward sia! LOOKING REALLY FORWARD LAH!

2009-08-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

LOL..
blogger seriously need someone to repair it!
keep on going gaga!><

tmr is my last day of course..
i gottna learn how to make carmel macchiato!!
yummyyy :D

The BIG PLAN is moving smoothly!
flo ar flo!!
youuuuuuuuu lah!!
23.59!!! ANSSSS!

haha:D

2009-08-31T06:16:00.001+08:00

i am done with my new skin:D
ohmy..
i can't play my fb games!

wth.

2009-08-30T00:08:00.003+08:00

imissyou..SO?

blogger back to normal !

Finally:x

anww.. quite busy this week

has been going on course for starbuck de..

well..

DAY1 was fine..cos all still shy and nervous ma..

DAY2 was insane mah.. all ppl go gaga until like siao..hehe! but it is so fun la! trust me flo..

u going to enjoy it! hoho

DAY3 was also enjoyable,fun and super insane.. haha! too bad that the last day we gather as one whole group le..cos the last module(arts of expresso) will be divide into 3 group!

saddd):

working at starbuck is quite fun

hehe(:

looking forward to learn how to make different drinky~

anyway..cassandra? nice name?

in case those people at my workplace hab problem rmbing my name(cos 95% all malay)

cassandra will be my name then!

SO PEOPLE!

say hello to cassandra!(ME!xD)

LOL!

2009-08-28T17:42:00.001+08:00

Had fun this 3 days!
enjoyyy:D

2009-08-22T09:22:00.001+08:00

i feel werid werid de..
can't explain why..
X(

2009-08-12T20:28:00.002+08:00

to be honest.
what will i want in return if i am given a choice?

Honest fact.i don't want any past.. don't want any friends..don't want any memories.. you know what..i rather stay in my own wonderland is better than facing anything in this terrible world.. i am not trying to be emo..so no worry.. i am just trying to run away from the fact that distance is indeed my most fearful phobia..

2009-07-30T01:57:00.003+08:00

finally!
blogger can upload pic le wor!:x
update(s)

monday..suppose to go work ..but nv go due to some reasons :x
tuesday.. found something.. try to put my emotions down.
wednesday..stay at home whole day day dreaming. make flo angry but no problem now :D saw a couple aruging downstair.. LOL that guy just left that girl there alone! and he himself ride the bike away.. such a jerk!

that it :D

2009-07-21T00:59:00.003+08:00

这是我这几个月来，
第一次那么想他了。
我永远都记得，
我身边的朋友每次都会说
‘不要难过，忘记就好了’
而我每次都会说
‘我一定会放弃他的’

放弃。
一个简单的词语，
却是个不简单的两个字。

我以前常常在想
如果放弃一个人是那么容易还叫喜欢他吗?
爱情会让你快乐,想到他就会很幸福,有力量. 但你知道你得不到他的时候,你会是什么感受?
是不是感觉天塌了,人累了,心累了?

很想爱,付出了爱,他却要你放弃他,我说我会的,但真的可以吗??
在孤独的时候,寂寞的时候,悄悄的想起了他,
他的声音,想起他说过的每一句话,
都是那么刻骨铭心,那么让人心痛.
真想去爱,却得到一身的伤痛,自己的身心憔悴. 这就是所谓的放弃吗?

现在。
我想通了，
明白了，
也了解了
放弃，其实比坚持更需要勇气，更能让人成熟
其实生活不需要那么多的无聊执著
这个世上没有什么是不能割舍的
学会放弃，在落泪以前转身离去
留下简单的背影，
这何尝不是一种快乐呢？

我不会忘记他，
但我会放弃他，
我会把他放在我心里一个很隐秘的地方。
把他收得好好的。

我会加油的。
相信我一定一定可以再找到另一个他的。

2009-07-20T00:17:00.003+08:00

boring sunday of mine :x
spent the whole morning sleeping..
haha.. cos i slpt ard 4 am late night..
hoping to finish the book..
but no luck..
managed to finish half at 4 plus am..
so there goes my beauitful morning :D

Woke up ard 12 plus..
wash up..
grab a bread.. and went back to my book..
it took me another 3 to 4 hours to finish!
my eyes balls seem to drop out soon! haha:)

hehe..
Channel 5 is airing harry potter again!
my god!
Ron is soooooooo cute :D

baby is getting so naughty nowaday!
bite the slipper..
drag the cloth..
aiyoo..
the whole kitchen is so mess up thanks to her :)
but she still my love!
baby birthday's coming!
i need money to buy her cake and clothes!
any job ):

2009-07-18T23:56:00.004+08:00

Friday
meet up girls for harry potter..
lucky we brought the ticx like 3 days in advance..
all the showtimes was fully booked!
omgg
well.. nice show but the movies is like in a rush?
Ron was so chubby!! Cuteeee..
haha..
went-ed flo home after that..
slacking at her home..
got burnt while trying to fry rice..
PAIN!
turn out not very nice..
not my fault.. it the rice fault! haha(:
i totally enjoy the day with girls!

Sat
went-ed SSC today to acc flo to quit that bloody job of hers..
Job-hunting tgt with her (:
ling was busy working today..haha!! busy her!!
Get so bored in SSC..
took shuttle bus to yishun Northpoint...
walk ard 1st..
went-ed to the library..
and i borrowed a book!
guess what?
its harry potter and the deathly hallows..
LOL.. but its in the junior cover..
went-ed home ard 6pm..
on the air-con and start reading..
Nice story!
Channel 5 is airing Harry potter too..
haha..
waaa.. i'm so into harry's series now..
haha(:
hope to go work back to cathay as pt..
but guess i had no luck in that..
so hope flo and i find a job soon(:

hehe.. i DID read!

Harry's series is cool!! (:

LOOK.. isnt my baby cute and pretty?

LOVES!

That her fav!

Baby is sooooooo lovely..

night all (:

2009-07-15T14:57:00.003+08:00

so what if i am a sore loser.
so what if i am a 过分 girl.
i can tell you right at your face..
hey you..
i fucking dislike you sia and be it together with your fucking friends..
who do you all think you are..
you fucking go hell la..
ccb!!

dun ask me why.
i wun say one.

2009-07-13T21:16:00.003+08:00

pic of baby (:

Baby and her friend, bubble(:

LOVES!

2009-07-04T18:13:00.001+08:00

HEY!

My hp line has been cut off..
anything leave a msg here..
thanks

2009-07-01T15:14:00.000+08:00

第三波主打:張棟樑-低調MV
棟樑在音樂上的轉變，就如同他從歌手到男主角的轉變般，
具張力卻不會失去其原有的本質；
由製作人柯貴民打造的動人情歌「低調」，
一如棟樑是一個低調的歌手，這首歌非常符合他的個性，
這雖然是一首描述被情人拋棄傷感的情歌，
棟樑沒有用嘶吼而是以沈穩感性的歌聲演繹。
大家要支持張棟樑哦！:D

2009-06-30T11:53:00.003+08:00

I love my PSP!

2009-06-29T02:23:00.001+08:00

haha (:
finally i am done with my new skin! :D

2009-06-27T20:51:00.002+08:00

be it.. need or don't need
be it.. want or don't want

if this is the road that mark the end..
then let it be this way..
don't try to piss me..

In this world..
there is no one that cannot live without someone..
be it friend.. family

2009-06-21T15:19:00.000+08:00

Our Baby (:

2009-06-12T20:58:00.002+08:00

YAWNN!

today work in the morning..

9 to 6pm..

gosh~~ have to wait up at 6.30am to get prepared!

working today was ok..

have fun i must say..

ok..

off to sleep :x

i miss my dears girls :x very very very much :x

2009-06-11T23:41:00.003+08:00

Fucking damm it!

i am seriously very pissed off by this fucking job that i am holding on now..

the job is really trying to test my patient sia!
Cheebye to the bitches over there!!

ESP to you Y bitch..
you jolly well know that i am refering to you if by chance you get to see this..
i given you chance before.. told you not to do anymore fucking ka jiao wei things behind me..
1 time tell you .. you dun listen.. 2nd time warn you.. you still dun listen..
FUCK! i warn you before.. i will want you to pay for the price for what you do.. cheebye.. and I MEAN IT..
since this is what you want.. den dun blame me for what i going to do next..

CCB la! i really really cannot tahan lo!
i have to leave this job.. no matter what..!!

oh fuck~

2009-06-04T01:23:00.002+08:00

我好累

i don't know the meaning of life..
who can tell me?
i don't know why am i in this world..
who can tell me?

I am just a nothing.
I seriously don't know why i must come to this world.

I am seriously very tired..
can't i just..for once forget everythings..and dissappear in this world?

2009-05-31T22:03:00.002+08:00

1st...

Rest in peace to my 姑丈~

recieved new from mum that 姑丈 passed away..
Reason not very confirm.. but mummy say it because 姑丈's son want to get a large amount of money from him.. den 姑丈 dunwan give him..
and make him very angry...and make 姑丈 faint..

well faint is not the main reason.. partly is because 姑丈 have illness too...
so poor thing.. 姑丈's son ought to be damm ashame of himself..
what a son he is..

afterall..
life are so funny..
one moment still laughing and chatting..
next moment will bid goodbye to all this..
hai:x

did not turn up for work yesterday and today..
wonder what they will say :x

2009-05-30T22:54:00.000+08:00

i MISS my girls...very very much!:x

2009-05-30T03:38:00.005+08:00

to be honest..
i miss cathay..VERY MUCH :x

i HATE the job that i am holding on now..
and i strongly believe xq hate it as much as i do.
i really hate it when people are fighting for power and fame..
i am sorry but i really cant take it..

i hate sissy/gay whatever :x ( no offence)
i hate the way they gossip with girls around them...
it make people feel irritated...
i hate the way they order people to do things
it make me feel like punching them
i hate the way they talk..
it make me puke :x
please.. be a man when you suppose to be a man..
and please stop acting so sissy..
completely destroy what a girl is suppose to be like.

i hate when people turn a big round of circle to say i am useless...
i hate when you just been in a new enviroment..while everything is new to you..when u need time to adapt.. but people dont give you that chance.
i hate it when people keep on emphasising that they are the so call IC's today..
repeat 1 time`2time`3times..on and on..
FUCK! it fucking annoying.!

Oh FUCK! i really hate this FUCKING job!

damm pissed off and yet speechless :x
cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!
cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!
cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!
cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!
cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!
cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!cheebye fucking job!

Arrggg..off to sleep :x

2009-05-29T04:28:00.003+08:00

Freaking tired!
speechless :x

Off to sleep!

P/s: hey Rach!! sorry did not pick up ur phone! too tired le so went to slp early!
hehe:D thanks anw!

♥...time been healing me~
and i say goodbye
Cos i can't breathe again..
dream again..
i will be on the road again
like it used to be the other day
i will find another you ♥...

2009-05-27T23:24:00.002+08:00

the white starlight envelops the tears
the tears fall in the warm wind
do you feel it?
this trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way

i draw you on this white paper
the warm smile holds me
is this love?
even when i close my eyes, i see only you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

i'm walking in my memories with you
the tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
what should i do?
even in my dreams, i miss you

please look at me, like the faraway stars
can't you be the one that's in my heart

2009-05-25T18:35:00.003+08:00

I'll be starting work tmr..

hope everything go smoothly for me :D

that night,

i dream of being with you..

holding your hand..

walking on the street..

that morning,

i woke up with disappointment..

How i wish i could hold your hand tight..

and walk down the path forever..

2009-05-24T23:44:00.000+08:00

Omy..

Isn't this cool?

2009-05-23T00:00:00.002+08:00

back((:

first things first!!
I FINALLY FOUND A JOB!
at bugis.. abit far but it ok la.. ((:
Jiayouu! =o

Actually today planning going clubbing with rach de..
but because mum say NO..
so sadly.. hab to coop at home..

sometime i was thinking..
why can't i just have abit more freedom?
It like whenever i reach home late.. she will just grumble and nag..
Fuck sia.. i am 19 this year le!):

Hais.. what kind of 19 years old life is this..

2009-05-17T23:41:00.002+08:00

hoho:))
just hang up the phone after 20 min plus of chatting with rach..
doing some OMG quiz in facebook..
omgg.. the quiz is so -.-

haha..
All right.. job-hunting start tmr!!
jiayou jiayou la!!

i starting to get used to my life without them..
and i believe they too..

2009-05-15T14:45:00.003+08:00

Isn't she a beauty?

Our little princess; Creamy (:

hoho:p

so long since i last update my blog..

well.. currently rotting at home.

going to look for a job soon.. with RACH (:

haha.. Hope we both can work together again..

it always fun to have her around (:

hehe(;

that all.

bbyeeee

So long since i miss you..

2009-04-25T21:37:00.002+08:00

omy. The weather is really killing me!

sometime i am really lost..
i dunnoe what am i suppose to do?
I fear..
fear of being forgotten by people
fear of being losing my pace at this world..

hais..

2009-04-20T22:31:00.002+08:00

Oh god....

Please.. Grant me another wish!

seem like going back like become more and more impossible

How? what should i do?

2009-04-13T02:48:00.002+08:00

PCB!

She think she big shot is it?

He think he big shot is it?

Fuck off la..

Pcb.. this kind of fucking job!

ARGGG!!!

FUCK UP SIA!!!

原来忘记只是一种用来欺骗自己的安慰话

2009-04-10T04:46:00.003+08:00

微微笑的看你越是认真就越让人心疼
街头那盏路灯仿佛在笑我愚笨
没什么能做但我比谁都真诚
泡一杯苦茶陪伴你到夜深

你知不知道你总有一种很可爱的独特
让我充满勇气抵抗冬天的寒冷
怎样做才会完美像个男人
喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温

不用等你开口先说我爱你
在那之前想对你说我愿意
你不必问你也不必等
这一刻就值得爱到永恒

我该如何让你明白我爱你
在那之后你点头说我愿意
想照顾你想守护着你
这一刻只想把你抱紧

虽然永远太不可能
少了你的完整
两个对的人奇迹就能发生

2009-04-10T02:25:00.002+08:00

FUCK UP!

Fuck sia! i so fucking tired lo...
working at there is totally fuck up !
full time there act as if very big shot sia..
Guess what.. we came in at the same BLOODY time!
trying to order me to do things..
wait for another fucking few hundred years, you this FUCKING CHIBYE OLD WOMAN!

Oh gosh... i am so pissed off by the new enviroment..
i miss cathay so much..
at least over there.. i still get to see teamwork..
at here.. fucking cheebye sia.. everything i solo..
got managers like dunhave.. Gosh.. goverment give this kind of ppl money must as well give to charity..

At cathay.. at least when it super damm busy..
managers will come out and help
instead of standing there and talk..
at least cathay managers are fair.. everyone got equal work to do..
over here.. very no law lo..
and please... THAT 35YEAR OLD FUCKING CHEEBYE WOMAN..
dun ever try your luck in pushing me again..
you try to make my life worst.. i will make your 10times worst!
by all means.. try me if you dare.

walan.. i am super PISSED OFF!!

2009-03-22T20:22:00.002+08:00

long time never blog le..
suddenly feel like coming to blogg.

This coming Thursday is my last day at cathay le.
i really don't bear to leave the place..
but i know i know i does not have a choice bah ):
i don't want to go on to implicating other people whereby i am standing at my right, while other feel that i am doing the wrong things.. and by then, they will start pointing finger and blame each other.

but honestly, i am so tiredd..
when i try to prove myself..
there always a YL there..
i know my standard ..
i know i can't overtake his ability

therefore here i am..
still doing what a full timer should do.

but.. i know i been letting Desmond down.
i dunnoe whether once did he ever put hopes..
but i still feel sorry.
不知道我会不会有勇气，
在你面前，
跟你说：
“对不起，我让你失望了！”

haiss ):

2009-03-13T00:55:00.006+08:00

okok!
I decide to reopen the blog le la..
Haiss... must learn to face the reailty!

HEHE(:
many things is going on this 2weeks!
spending alots time with my girls!
love them lots la ♥

hmm.. lazy to type..
haha (:
GOODNIGHT!

♥ Ling

听海的声音音音音音~ (:

COOL SIA! they use just wire and light to do this!

SEE! OMG! cool (:

♥ FLO

我什么时候才有工？

haha.. her fav sentence of the week!

waa...
♥ Ling

enjoying the sea(:♥ Ling
so shu nu!haha (:

ME and Ling ♥

wo la ♥

haha(:

US! ♥

LOVE THEM!

ME and FLO ♥

2009-03-08T02:20:00.001+08:00

I just want to spend my days with GIRLS&FAMILY with joy and with laughter,
yupp instead of saddness and tears...

many things is going on today..
lazy to blog...
HEHE.. want to know?
LINK TO LING AND FLO!

2009-02-19T02:35:00.002+08:00

i gottna wake up..
wake up from my stupid childish dream..
i have to stop myself from drowning in anymore.

我相信一定会有一个值得我爱的人．
我不要也不会再让我自己难过了．．
我也不会去讨厌或恨任何人了．．

因为我慢慢的长大了．

2009-02-18T16:31:00.005+08:00

曾经有一人告诉过我，
人在高处时很容易忘本的,
当你拥有权力越多的时候，
你应该更懂得谦卑。

可是现在的我们，
好像渐渐看不清楚

我们..自己了...... ):

我真的很累了，
站在权力和名利前面
人。。总是变成一种很可怕的动物。

2009-02-15T03:43:00.003+08:00

Instead of saying i move on le..
why not say i hiding myself from reality D:

Instead of saying that i am happy with my current life..
why not say that i have no choice but to stay like this D:

Instead of pretending..
why not it be real?

Kinda of tired now..
i not as strong as what i suppose to be..
but.. i am trying to be..

sometime it just cannot be contained inside me ..
tell me.. what am i suppose to do?

2009-02-12T15:07:00.001+08:00

The reason I'm here for..

Even though , those things happened last year.
6 months ago, to be exact.
I still couldn't let it go nor forget about what have already happened in the past.

I tried so much to hide my anger, sadness infront of you.
I did it.
I tried to hard to forget about it, when I'm infront of you.
I did it too.

But no matter what, things will never be the same ever again.
No matter how hard I try, the shadows of the past is still here...

At times, I really didn't want to let it go, but I know I have to.
But I can't.

And it's partly because I really hate you and HER.

Someone was right, I just couldn't let go, that explains my behaviour and actions towards you.

Now, I'm closing two eyes.

Kinda numb , tired of all this.

Everyone might think I'm deserve this whatsoever.
but have anyone really put yourself in my shoes and think
why will the hell I get so agitated and paranoid ever since that incident ?

It's not like I wanted it....

I never ever really wanted to say out my feelings , because things will still be back to square one.

So lost....
sigh ...

2009-02-09T02:35:00.003+08:00

it's finally proven and reassured (by myself) that I couldn't move on without a schedule,
a plan or definite goals.
I think a lot of us are always stuck in cycles of complaining
when we are damn hectic and wants a little break or holiday.
But when it comes to holidays,
unconsciously, our whole body and brain slacks down...
they had difficulties coming back with that vigour to work.

It's super obvious to me.
Everytime I slack down, without something restricting me,
I just don't feel like doing anything and hope to shun away from everything.
We all know and we call that laziness.

That really blew off my spirit and motivation.
And I hate it.

Everyone is different and could tolerant different things to certain extent.
I just couldn't stand myself slugging around when I know that's a lot to be done.
Probably that is how I often stress myself up so much that I suffocate...

letting go and stepping back don't quite work for me. Or maybe I am stepping back the wrong way.
What on earth is wrong with me to think of all these?
These random thoughts just tangled me today. the whole day. and I wasted a day procrastinating and unwilling to make a move...

Learning how to get out of this sluggish is important. (at least to myself) Otherwise, it will change one's mentally... till someone I can't recognize anymore....

2009-02-08T15:16:00.003+08:00

My Valentine Baby (:

2009-02-08T04:04:00.002+08:00

This is Creamy,My valentine Baby! Very sweet little girl..
Get well soon.. My pretty little one (:
<3

well..i am so tired!
Totally no idea why am i working so hard for..

2009-02-06T02:19:00.003+08:00

i just don't get it..
why must people change when time goes by?

Why is it they wanted POWER so much?
why can't everyone just work peacefully ?

Omgg..
working life is indeed complicated!

2009-01-30T02:25:00.003+08:00

waa.. what a day!

suddenly realize that i am so happy that i am alive in this world
i have my parents ..siblinq accompanyinq me..

thanks qod for qivinq me a chance to live in this world..

&& to all unborn little one..
may peace and happiness fall on you (:
you all miqht not hab the chance to come to this world..
but i believe you are will be deeply missed by ur loved one (:

2009-01-28T05:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CNY TO ALL!

have u ever love and lost somebody?
wished that was a chance to sae i am sorry !

2009-01-21T01:44:00.003+08:00

我慢慢发现
我身边的不管是人还是东西都已经变了

而我还是一样
一点都没有变.

有的想念时说不出口的,
但我发现你们已经离我越来越远了.

i tryinq my best not to think alot
but somehow this kind of thinq is beyond me..
oh qosh.. whatever!

10FEB!!
lookinq super forward (:

2009-01-18T02:43:00.003+08:00

heyy (:

okay.. do some update before i jump onto my bed and qo into my lala land~

well..
finally qot to meet up with girls this few days!
miss them lotssss
even though we just meet up for dinner..
they seem more busy now.. preparinq for exam and movinq on to year 2..
hais ): here i am..

all right! next..
went-ed to chinatown with ahonq .. ahli and Qi
shop shop for awhile and we went to eat steamboat!
yummyyy..
I simply love qoinq out with qi and ahli la!! (:

next next next!!
Closinq was fun today!!
cos i qot nia and ahli doinq closinq too..
Rachel hor.. aiyo!!
AIYO! not say le.. (PS: Rachel u know i know jiu hao le! haha )
many funny thinqs happen today!
so conclusion !
F~U~N

lastly..
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I AM GOING GENTING WITH rachel THEY ALL AT FEB!
LOOKING FORWARD LA! (:

i will buy lots of presents for my girls de !!
haha

okay!
BYE

2009-01-15T01:56:00.000+08:00

omqq~
it already been so lonq le
why are all the thinqs still flashes through my mind

i keep on thinkinq of you
i can't stop myself
and all this it's drivinq me crazy!

why do he keep invadinq my head
and why do he keep on botherinq my thinking.. my mind?

WHY..?!
why can't these memories just leave me alone?

i just like what other say..
i just a girl ):

2009-01-13T01:02:00.001+08:00

mydear..

have you been sleepinq well?
well..
do you know i miss you so much?
i am qoinq crazy le..
why is it everytime when i was about to forget you and yet you will appear in front of me again?

Because of you .. i am really crazy le..

2009-01-09T01:30:00.002+08:00

ME (:

Notice anything? =p

WENN && Qi

hello all (:

just reach home from buqis
omgg so tired.

well..meet up with Qi and ah li today to go buqis (:
meet up with Qi 1st and we went to watch BEDTIME STORIES!
nice and funny movie!

after finishing.. waited for ahli to close finish..
and we set off to orc 1st.

at there hang around for 1 hr plus
and we set off to buqis!
cool and we TOOK NEOPRINTS!
too bad i dun hab a scanner ):

lazy to type out all..
well..aftermath
enjoy myself (:

I love going out with xiao qi and ah li <3

2009-01-08T03:58:00.003+08:00

Smile!(:
<3

ATTENTION!
I MISS MY GIRLS!
MISS AND MISS AND MANY MISS!

MY DEAREST LING
DUN LET ANYTHING PULL U DOWN!
JIAYOU JIAYOU! (:

MY DEAREST AHFLO
DUN TOO STRESS OVER THE RESULT
WORK HARDER OK?
MUST ADD OIL ! (:

WO AI NI MEN!
<3333

2009-01-06T07:55:00.002+08:00

haha (:
just reached home..
YAWNNN..
well well well.. wented out with Qi to orc to watch seven pounds.
hmm..nice show but abit dun understand.
haha =p

hmm..
afterthat at 1st plan to walk de..
but lazy ar.. so we wented to the main entrance of the somerset mrt station to wait..
OMG.. guess what..
i realize that there is a skate park there..
haha.. many of u all might know but me and xiao qi only know yst..

haha.. take damm lots of pics..
slack at there for awhile..
msg chao quan while she msg her jiaronq.
hehe (:
well THANKS XIAO QI!
you the girl lah!!
haha..

OKOK.. off to slp liao..
fun outing with her (:

BTW!!
MY STAR(HAMSTER) GIVE BIRTH LE!!
another 4 more cute little hamsters!
welcome to my world!

2009-01-05T00:41:00.002+08:00

feel like closing my blog..
since i am not those who are so in to blogging.

trying to give a second thought..
well watever..

my house is like so full up with hamsters recently.
AND I OFFICIALLY DECLARED MYSELF AS THE PROUD OWNER OF MY 11 HAMSTERS!
Photos will be uploaded next time.
well.. heart broken 2 days ago..
i gave away my twinkle and little (my 2 very cute hamsters) to a girl name Grace.
Since she wanted to adopt them.. It better to let my T&L had a new environment better than let them suffer at my house.

but i was really very sad. So as my kor.
but we both know it will be better for T&L.
Take good care of them , miss grace.
And i love you T&L forever.

oh gosh.. working life is getting more and more inhuman..
i really can't find myself finding a reason to stay put.
well i believe SOMEONE will be damm happy if i leave..
well who care.. i dun really care.

sometime why can't they just put themselves into people shoes and think..
being a Cathay senior OM or what really show how capable this person is?
Oh please.. think about it.. O level certification also can lead me to some good position over there loh.
Think about it.. are they really that capable.?
All they know is to use one mouth to scold and scold other.. blaming other..attacking each other..
honestly is this what they really become in order to save their position..

some of you out there might think that i dun understand or what.
I guess i really dun understand..
Being part of the Cathay family is all about combining together to earn more money for company isn't it suppose to be this way?
and should we matter which outlets we belong to, which boss we are under?

and you know.. i really did try..
i dun wan to see Desmond get scolded because of the mistake i had done.
i really dun noe how to apologize to him.. but i guess he should already feel sick and tired of all the things i had done le ..
isn't it seem pointless?

all the sudden i feel like staying in my teen forever..
no stress, no pain, no worry, no tears

Adult world..
seem like i had more to learn.

2008-12-02T04:16:00.003+08:00

shhh..
yeewen is thinking..
haha (:

i miss my girls although we just meet last fri..
ahflo seem so unhappy ..
cheer up !

i really miss you..

2008-11-28T11:02:00.002+08:00

一定是我不够好
所以你才想要逃
逃到天涯和海角
躲在别人的怀抱

你能不能不管过得好不好
不要故意躲开不让我知道

只要你过得很好
什么都已不重要
我不会故意打扰
更不会让你烦恼
我每一夜不管你知不知道
傻傻流着眼泪，默默得祈祷
希望你过得好。。